MY STORY

"Looking back at my life I can see that I always had a spiritual pull, it was like there was a fork in the road and I just kept choosing the other direction...Ultimately though, all roads led me to the same destination."

-Jade 

So how did I end up here?​

From a broken home and being heavily bullied in elementary school, to being the bad girl that was always fighting and skipping school to hang out in the hood in my teen years, I was a rebellious girl who always had to learn lessons the hard way.

 

I turned 18 and moved to Montreal only to find out that I really did need to speak French to get a job there, after searching for a while with no luck, I found myself in the strip club. For the next 2 years I would work at the hottest clubs in the city touring and making mad cash, until I got myself into trouble with some big players in Toronto.

I had had enough, I packed my stuff and drove my ass back to Winnipeg- I figured I'd go work the line back home, stack my paper and head to the states after my 21st birthday, but would seem that the universe had other plans for me.

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After being home just over a month I was popped for trafficking crack/cocaine, a few months later I was placed on a strict 7pm curfew and forced to live back home at my Dad's after breaching my bail repeatedly.

Back in my old room, reflecting on my life and the choices I had made that got me in this position, my Dad pops his head in and hands me a book- this is the book that would change my life forever, it's call A New Earth written by Eckhart Tolle (highly recommend reading).

I couldnt put it down, the ah-ha moments just kept coming, it felt like I had been sitting in a dark room my entire life and the light had finally been switched on.

 

This moment marked the beginning of my transformation, I started viewing people and the world differently. I started reflecting on my life and all I'd been through from addiction, abuse, toxic relationships and the many subconscious limiting beliefs I had about myself... I started healing and taking control of my life again.

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The journey has been long and hard and for many years I prayed for guidance and support through the challenges as I stumbled back and forth on and off the path. During that time I became pregnant and gave birth to my first daughter, 3 months later I was sentenced to 1 year in jail and was released after 6 long months on good behaviour. The next 2 years after my release were spent drinking to cope with the pain of being away from my newborn daughter and having no choice but to live back with her father, my abuser... I had hit rock bottom.  

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I knew this wasn't who I wanted to be, I didn't want my daughter to grow up and follow in my footprints, I couldn't let her grow up thinking that the way her father treated me was okay or normal, I knew I had to get my ass back on the path.

 

I still struggled for a while, still drinking to numb my pain and I started to feel hopeless, I wanted to give up, it was just too hard...

Then Covid came along and I felt like my prayers had finally been answered. No more going to work or hanging out with friends where I'll be tempted to drink, lockdowns made it so we couldn't leave our homes and when others found themselves going crazy from it all... I found peace.

This is when I went really deep, I started micro-dosing psilocybin mushrooms and prioritizing my needs, I would meditate and do breath work for hours, I reflected and journaled and reflected some more.

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Eventually I left the abusive relationship and started practicing living a peaceful, connected life, a healing lifestyle, and empowered wild and free woman's lifestyle and now my mission is to help guide other women who have found themselves in similar situations along their healing journey, to finding their passions and to stand in their power as women.

 

 I believe there is a large need for healers and guides in todays world.

Leaders advocating for compassion, freedom, authenticity and empowerment in overcoming limiting beliefs and healing from the trauma that comes with being human.

I also believe that the best healers are the ones who have walked through their own darkness transmuted it into light and turned the pain into POWER. 

 

No matter what you've been through, you are not alone. 

I hope my story inspires you! 

 

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